“You’re not a drop in the Ocean, but the Ocean in a drop.” -Rumi What is consciousness? I believe consciousness is the fundamental layer of reality beneath the physical. I think it’s the same thing as the quantum field, Aether (as Einstein called it), energy, and many names before that in history. Or Maybe consciousness …
My senior year of high school was the happiest time of my life since childhood, maybe even ever up to that point. Everyone at KPA was a little odd and quirky. We all embraced our weirdness. We enjoyed being together and having fun. My basketball coach was able to get our team into a private …
My younger years – Senior year of High school through college Read More »
In 4th grade I started attending a new private school called kingdom preparatory academy. I felt lonely at home and wanted friends. The school was unique in that it was a college prep school. Students went to school Tuesdays and Thursdays and took home work to do on the other days. This was good for …
My counselor graciously read my awakening experience story. He wanted to know what events led up to my experience. Who was the Kendall up to that point? So I’ve decided to write about my life from birth, albeit a much more broad and zoomed out version of my life than I’ve talked about so far. …
What is it to be written, what is to be said When all words are a symbol of red The heart cannot be captured, the soul expressed But only experienced, with every breath to be had I get so tired, of trying to be bred Bred to act, bred to respond By every drivel that …
I read this book to prepare to read the Course in Miracles. Two spirits appeared to the Author, Gary Renard and taught him the basics of the CIM. The beliefs of the CIM is that human collective consciousness created the universe out of a sense of shame, believing they were separate from God and he …
This longing inside of me gnaws like a hungry dog on a naked bone The meat is gone All that is left is the lingering taste in the mouth But it was hours ago when consumed. The bone is not much company Yet is that true? Does my body play tricks on me? Am I …
Recently I read Dolores Cannon’s 3 Waves of Volunteers. Cannon was a past life regressionist psychotherapist who helped people resolve problems in their life by connecting it with struggles in their past lives. However, she found that many people had not had past lives on earth but volunteered to come help advance the consciousness of …
When you’re born you have a family. This family has a belief system. At some point as you grow, you will begin to think about these beliefs and if you want to adopt them as your own. Your relationships with your parents, friends, religious/spiritual association, school, culture, etc. all affect how you perceive these beliefs. …
Recently, I was going through my notes when I had my awakening and I found a poem I had written. I thought I would share it with you all: Paradise Eternity Heaven Perfection is… When time starts running backwards and we all become like Benjamin Button, mature little kids. When we learn how to dig …